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You know when you feel that you have nothing in common with most people/friends XD... bleh it get's annoying -_-;
I admit, I haven't much friends I have 2 friends that I see from College and then Cosplay friends, who all live far far away XD, some I count as aquantices because we just don't talk that much.
You feel that if you speak first about anything, then your are annoying them and you wonder why they don't speak to you unless they want something XD. Though that can spark a converstation then
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I find it really hard to speak to anyone about anything and so I'm pretty lonely ( Oh feel sorry for myself yehhh XD ) even though I speak loads, I have started to retain myself and bot speak much anymore.
What do you people see in me? Like, why are you friends with me? Please be honest, if it's because your scared
to say you don't want to be friends with me, then it's fine I understand totally.
I'm pretty sad for this but I really want people to notice me alittle even if it means doing something as pathetic as making a cosplay team so I'm not alone or so I can share talk with someone.
I am in no way saying that the the few friends I do have aren't good enough. Not at all. It's just even then I can be completely ignored.
Meh, I'm too tired and annoyed with myself to reply to anything, maybe a few days afk will help.
I have NO idea what this journal is for, but I only have my Mum to speak to about it and she's always busy so it leaves it to ranting out anywhere XD
Hope you all are having a nice evening, nightt x
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I can't wait to hang out next weekend with you and Beth <3333 (Makes up for not seeing you at Expo ;w; )
This will probably seem really random seeing as I've never even seen you before at expo or anything like that but I remember about a month or so ago you posted on MCM forums about something and I clicked your dA page as I do everybody and since then I always got to my dA page by typing 'n' into the address bar of firefox and then hitting down and enter and because your name began with n I was like 'oh' 'Ooh Pokemon! 8D' *reads a journal you made that had something about pokemon in it* *goes to own page*
AnywayAnywayAnyway this happened like a few more times and even when I finally stopped doing it I kept checking back because I noticed your journals kept getting more and more sad
So YEAH basically even if it seems like nobody cares and stuff even random bypassers are at the very least CONCERNED about you, by the looks of it you have loads of friends and even if they live miles away from you I'm sure they are there for you all the same!! It sounds like you are just having a severe downer spell, which you & your friends don't want, I think they just want you to be yourself because that's why they became friends with you in the first place!
Someone at college is always antagnosing me and trying to bring me down too, at first I tried to be friends with them to see if I could make them happier but they really didn't want to know so I'm not their friend
Wooow I wrote like, an essay xD but yeah, I don't like seeing people sad and stuff and ESPECIALLY people who I've seen to be normally happy it's really soul destroying to see happen so SMILE!
And ok, Natalie, you are amazing <3
I think you are like the sweetest person ever and if you ever feel lonely and want to chat, then chat to me! I count you as one of my amazing friends even though we dont speak very often -- which is a shame. If ever I'm feeling a bit sad, if I talk to you, your one of those people who are just so optimistic and happy that it makes me smile
And Hey~ Anytime you want to talk Im here 8D <3 Much love~
So, of course there was the whole "OMG YOU COSPLAY" *FLAILSPAZZ* thing, but that was only an introduction, I oculdn't really have called us "friends" then. Heck, we'd only spoken for an hour.
We are friends becuase you are very sweet and lovely. You give me advice whenever I ask for it, and often when I can't go to anyone else. You give me advice AND always manage to cheer me up with your quirky humour and general cheerfulness. I like you, because I feel like I can be open and myself around you, I don't have to hold back around you. Your reactions to compliments make me smile and your general kindness and optimism make me so happy to know you.
You never mind if I'm a little busy to talk, and your patient enough to wait for me. I can talk about a lot of stuff with you, and we can act like we're being serious when really we're talking about REALLY FREAKY THINGS (thinking back to our last MSN conversation ;D).
You are lovely Nat. And that is why I'm friends with you. I hope we can be friends for many many many many years, but if a situation occurs where that is not possible, then I'll never regret being friends with you.